So I have already failed in not blogging once a month.... maybe I will blog twice this month... maybe not...
Running and lifting once a week are happening, and we did really well with our Daniel fast, however the chocolate only on the weekends and fasting on Mondays are not really happening. Another fail.
3rd fail... still not pregnant. After a whole year still not pregnant. It is so frustrating, heartbreaking, and sometimes so very depressing. Already this year five of my friends have had their babies and another three are pregnant. Tuesday another friend of mine announced their pregnancy and I almost lost it. I hate feeling jealous, I hate it. I truly am excited for all my friends... I just keep wondering when it will be my turn (how childish does THAT sound...)
Anyway, I am SO thankful for Clay. He encouraged me to take this past month off from "trying". No calculating or testing. It was good, and relaxing. We have an appt next month to see a specialist. I just hope he can give us some answers.
I am also SO SO SO thankful for our little girl. She is such a blessing and I cannot imagine our lives without her. She makes me smile and laugh, she makes me want to pull my hair out! And she makes me cherish every day. Cannot wait till August when I will be at home with her!!!
Speaking of which, I had better begin to tackle this mound of work on my desk. Yes, I am blogging from work. No internet at our house after we had two astronomical bills from a virus on our computer and the camp internet still not hooked up. And that, my friend, is a can of worms which I wish I could close back up. Yep, I was called a tattle-tale.
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